...who I am...

If I were a game,
I would love to be played a chess
A game of Kings, a game of thrones
And a total mystery
But the winner has it all

If I were not me,
I would love to be a star
Stud of beauty in the celestial
Shinning bright, a glitter of glory
But it's glory is far beyond

If I were you,
I would love you feel my pains
Every inch, to the tiniest bit
Perhaps you can come to sense
And my pain can fade

But I am me
I chosed to cast the lot,
Bringing myself to a game-chess
Bringing myself to the sky-star
Bringing myself to you-pain

But I am WHO I AM, that can never change.

                                   - onemellowhijabi

Have you ever...

How you ever have to search,
An empty space that you can't see anything
Empty In sight, yet you search
Then you wonder, empty word. I have,
As I open open my mouth to speak
I say no more than speechless

Have you ever been alone in the dark world
Wide enough to consume the light
These dark days hanging over
Like dark clouds of the night. I have
As I open my eyes to see
I see only darkness that lingers

Have you ever seen the fullness of the moon
Colour so white, never fade
It never spill, always still
Seen the colour of love
Colour so deep, never spill, very still.
Have seen,
As I see it binds heart, so strong
I see it never breaks

But HAVE YOU EVER....

                                      - onemellowhijabi

An arrow

You shoot me
I remember how you shoot me
The arrow pierced my inner most soul
That arrow changed my life

I tried to forget you shoot me
But I always remember,
Can't seem to forget
That arrow changed me

I want you to remember that,
I always remember not to forget
I want you to know that,
AN ARROW once shoot,
Can not be recalled.
       
                                          - onemellowhijabi

ONLY IF ...

The sun makes the heat
But the earth bears the burden,
The eyes fall, the legs fall too, bruise-less
It is the eyes that fall in love
But the heart bears the burden

The eyes makes the tears
But really it is the soul that cries
Heart bleeds, blood-less
Body fails, broken, worth-less
Soul, heart, body why bear the burden

If only each can take its burden
No division of pain
Let the eyes carry it's own pains
Then soul, heart and body can be saved
But ONLY IF...
Only if each can.

                                             - onemellowhijabi

Too close to be far.

I was so far from you
Yet to you i was always so close
We had met, only to part too soon
Time Ticking away
Then I was but close, and you were too far

Time closing the gap, distance inevitable reality
A reality you felt
Lost in your thought an empty space
Slowly to gain strength to fill it up
A time to heal a bleeding soul
Then you are close to me, I are but far

Miles away, minds distances
As though we were to be
We were close little did you know
Little did we know, our time Yet to come

You always thought, too far to be close
Yet not our time to be
But now it is here, the time has come
Our time, TOO CLOSE TO BE FAR

                                           - onemellowhijabi.